Before all the normal people get upset, realize that the people representing all you nice normal folks to us Autistics are the Tylenol Moms who want to make sure none of us are ever born again, and the ABA practitioners who torture us as children, realize that I am not throwing the first punches here, not by a long shot.

As brutal as I am about to be regarding your sort, I’m just talking, so you got nothing moral to say to anybody about it until the hate and the torture stops.

 Allism is Human Nature, whether evil, or flawed, or “with a legacy of our ape past,” and with its common fallacies and biases. Allism is caused by spanking, an environment of threat and violence sets Allistic children’s “warrior genes,” to fight mode, making them aggressive. Allistic parents do this consciously, feeling that if their child is more aggressive than the next, that they will have a better life than the next.

Everything about Allistic life centres on this binary, self and Other, they all place themselves among some hostile Other, and justify their aggression by projecting it onto everyone else, they are somehow All the Same, but also Alone in an Hostile World. Allism means the Other is wrong, and also the they are the same, with Allism, we are ALL wrong.

With everything to do with Allism, it gets a smaller name and a smaller explanation, it is only some people, only our people, so for Europeans it is CHRISTIAN We Are All Wrong, Original Sin. I think in the east it is the Buddha who says All Life is Sorrow and we are wrong to still be here. In ancient Egypt, I guess all deserved to die and rot unless they had the earthly power to preserve their earthly bodies for all time, surely there was something wrong with all of them too.

The aggression seems to be the point, both consciously and unconsciously, but along with, whether this makes total logical sense to you, or if it’s only one of those things, you change one genetic thing you get many changes, like they learned with the foxes – other neurological things change. Like they are somehow opposed to evolution, and cannot learn it, and so are entirely non-viable.

If not understanding the world as well as the average wild animal does and so living in constant violent conflict with the world is the price of this adaptation of aggression, then we ought to let it go, go back to being passive, but, it’s a conundrum. “Be less strong,” simply does not compute for them, that is their bottom line, or they think it is, which means the same thing (do you kids understand that expression anymore, does not compute? It means a not sane command, an un-followable instruction for an old TV robot. Nonsense. A command it has no program for).  There does not appear to be hardware support for saying No to Strong in the Allistic brain. At least they don’t let it out into the world if there is.

The best I hear is, Strong AND good things, but that’s clearly not how this gene works. They are making a choice.

About The Chalice and the Blade:

Ten to seven thousand years ago, they turned their back on not some fictional Goddess, but on evolution, on nature and reality. The supremacy of the blade and the stories of spontaneous “creation,” utterly disconnected from any logic or reality,* were the beginning of the end. They insist that things work how they do not and they are not blind to the failure, they seem to see the end coming, but they are utterly blind to their part in it, and to any other possibility.

Simple like that.

Spanking causes Allism, Allism is actuarially R-worded and cannot see natural causality, like spanking, and so it’s over. That sort of a circle is a blind alley and a dead end. This spanked creature learned that words mean nothing and violence is the only logic before they could talk, you try to teach them, they fight you instead, always winning and never learning a goddam thing.

Sometimes I get angry, it’s ultimately frustrating, and declare that they deserve what they are about to get, but of course, every other living creature on this rock doesn’t, and anyway, what’d that guy say, Deserve’s got nothing to do with it. “Deserve,” is part of the lethal mutation that some of us, your humble author, don’t have and aren’t supposed to talk about.

My apologies.

Jeff

July 29^th., 2024